And now that I’m alone in my hotel room, I can openly cry about how much I’ll miss Ariel.  I love her so much, more than I’ve ever loved anything before… Even more than I love the theatre.  I would trade my voice for her.  She has my soul, and is all that I hold dear in the world.  That’s where my drive comes from; why I’ve worked so hard this year.  I desperately want to do well, not just for myself, but for her.  I want us to be able to support each other.  When she goes through difficult times, I want to be able to support her.  Financially (if she needs it), and emotionally (because I believe that performance will make me a more understanding person).  I love her.  I’ll need life insurance and a retirement fund to make sure she’s taken care of after she outlives me.  I need her to be happy in the long run, even if it means sacrificing some time with her now to go to classes and learn how to make her happy in the future.  She is my inspiration, and I will love her until my dying day.  

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  4. pyraxis said: Sappho Anika Hansen Smythe + Ariel Alyssa Fiess: the living antitheses to all homophobia that ever was, is or will be. More accurately, the phobia of truest, unconditional love. Your hearts are entangled; woven together at the quantum level. Truly.
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